Have you ever give a thought about yourself in this world just for few minutes in a day? Personally, I started asking myself about what i am doing actually in this world? why would I live and why I have to this. That's just wild thought came out from my mind, like a devil or …
Two months after Working and Holiday Visa Australia
15th December morning 2022, I had arrived at Melbourne Airport for the first time ever. I have had never been to overseas previously and that day was my first time, it was completely beautiful experience. My mind is full of curiosity for this country especially job opportunities around. So basically I joined program namely Working …
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I could not win every time
Today is my day off, I could not believe over the past months what I had done if I have to look back to the opportunity that I missed. So many regretful and unhappy decision, I felt like a loser today. I always asked myself "Why would not I do it?". I need a friend …
Do you believe in your friends actually?
While sitting down and do nothing, I often think about myself toward this beautiful world. I believe that I was born for a purpose and there is a role I have to play during my lifetime. My head is never taking break from thinking something, the issue that I encounter during the life that always …
Looking back to the past and linked with the current circumstances
First of all aku ngga sengaja inget ke tahun 2014 dimana saat itu pas kelas 1 SMK dan ada latihan drama di art centre, aku tidak memainkan peran sebagai aktor namun sebagai tukang properti dimana menyiapkan segala kebutuhan aktor maupun aktris saat pentas. Sembari melepas penat saat latihan drama, ketua kelompok meminta agar semua tim …
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The Alter Ego and Me
Before I went to sleep I always take couple of minutes to imagine how I see myself in real life, visualizing my face toward the other people, environment and any circumstances. Closing both of my eyes and made any imagination inside of my mind, I know that it is restricted to live in that way …
Belajar menerima situasi
2022 ini adalah post pertama setelah tahun yang lalu yang kelabu. 2021 merupakan tahun ketidakpastian yang pernah aku lalui sampai saat usiaku menginjak 22 tahun. Tahun lalu (2021) merupakan dimana tahun terahir aku menjadi seorang mahasiswa sarja dan tepat di bulan agustus juga aku wisuda dari yang namanya kampus. Jauh jauh hari sebelum aku tamat …
Panah, anak panah dan sang pemanah
Apakah tujuan hidup seseorang sebenarnya? Apakah mereka ingin menjadi sosok yang dikagumi? Dikenang? Sukses atau Dibenci? Well, setiap orang memiliki tujuan dan capaian tersendiri tergantung keinginan mereka. Ada seseorang yang tidak pernah puas akan hasil yang dicapai dan terus ingin mencari hal yang membuat mereka puas, ada juga yang hanya cepat puas dan mengatakan “okay …
Anxious
I am so upset at this moment during writing these passages so i do apologise. I don’t know where to start, but yeah when you are planning your schedule for the next few days or week sometime it will change due to the any kind of business. I hate my mind personally, for instance I …
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