Today is my day off, I could not believe over the past months what I had done if I have to look back to the opportunity that I missed. So many regretful and unhappy decision, I felt like a loser today. I always asked myself “Why would not I do it?”. I need a friend next to me who will talk and listen to me, not from a phone but real person. I was lonely after all, my feeling just cursed me like endless time.
the person that I supposed to be with is not here next to me, he is in different state. I miss him. I hope we can meet soon, I just want to work alongside him. I do not why but I want it too.
UNRAVELLING 