Have you ever give a thought about yourself in this world just for few minutes in a day? Personally, I started asking myself about what i am doing actually in this world? why would I live and why I have to this. That’s just wild thought came out from my mind, like a devil or someone whispers “hey what is actually your goal and are you sure about that”? I have done working holiday in Australia for over the course 3 years and I had so many lesson throughout this memorable journey. One of them that I keep in mind is will I continue doing like this for the next 10-15 years? like working with someone and taking their orders? such as “Hey Julian, can you go there and do that for me please”? For the first years and second years being told by someone was still okay Have you ever taken a moment to reflect on your life in this world? Personally, I’ve found myself asking, “What am I actually doing here? Why do I live, and what is my purpose?” It’s a wild thought that occasionally creeps into my mind, as if someone is whispering, “What is your goal, and are you sure about it?”
I spent three years on a working holiday in Australia, during which I learned many valuable lessons. One of the most significant questions I keep asking myself is: “Will I continue doing this for the next 10 to 15 years—working for someone else and taking orders?” Initially, being asked things like, “Hey Julian, can you go there and do this for me, please?” was manageable. However, by the third year, I began to question whether I wanted to continue in this way for the rest of my life.
Honestly, I don’t want to be in a position where I’m simply serving someone else without the freedom to pursue my own interests and passions. For me, but the third year? I began questioning myself, like “Should I continue this until the last day of my life”? No, I will not do this to be honest, being a servant to someone and having no freedom of what I would like to do. I would say that, for the next few years, I cannot overcome these circumstances because I do not have enough knowledge to print money. The biggest issue I currently face is not having enough cash in my pocket, which is a sign I should collect or compound more money into my account. This will result in a couple of options when I resign or try new things; besides, I have to take someone’s order. Alright, thinking about others’ stories might well be its too good to be true, right? I believe those are 1% people on this earth, while the 99% are not them. They could have been true or false, but I will lock in and try my best.
I understand that without great sacrifice, a magnificent achievement cannot be achieved. The more I work on it, the closer I will get. So far, I have accepted this condition of having to work for someone, taking their orders on what to do and what not to do. I would not complain nor reject it; I will accept this situation as if it were the beginning of my redemption for the rest of my life. Well, I will look back on this writing someday when I am there, no dramas. See you shortly!
UNRAVELLING 