Anxious

I am so upset at this moment during writing these passages so i do apologise. I don’t know where to start, but yeah when you are planning your schedule for the next few days or week sometime it will change due to the any kind of business. I hate my mind personally, for instance I arrange a future plan with the specific activities then it is cancelled by the situation. I just disappointed with myself,

I lost mate, i don’t know where am I at this current place. I seek solitudes but it is getting worse, it might well be Im so lonely. I need a place where i can talk about everything that i want to talk, I need someone who will listen and motivate me personally. I’m afraid to inform somebody personally because it is gonna burden for them or they don’t want listen to it. Im scared with my self, they don’t accept me, they don’t like me or they just hate me.